disappointed. :(

sungguh lama diri kuh ini x meng-updated blog nie.

da berhabuk da nie haa!

sorie larh ye..

x update sbb diri kuh ini sgt sibuk n sgt d0wn !!

wat masa skrang nana ngah menghabeskan cuti nie ngan mengadap PC, LAPPY n TV.

tgk DRAMA KOREA !!

da abes 3 drama da.

1 drama tue ada 16-25 episodes!

1 episode 1hour.

mmg ngadap gler larh kan! sampai pukul 3-4am kat dpn PC tue haa..

bleyh kata tiap² ari kena memekak ngan parents sbb diaorg balik keje je, tgk tv? cter korea! PC? cter korea! hahahaha.. my sish akn tgk cd, i i tgk on9. mmg tunggang langgang larh kami. huhuhu..

my life is soo damn bored now-days

each day im waiting for something that i wont b able to do anything.

last week hepy² ngan my family. best²!! g LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN n LUMUT. g maen kat tepi laut tue haa.. g mkn ikan bakar, ketam rebus, n mcm² agi r. best gler!! 

dear, i am so disappointed with u.. seriously! i never thought dat it gonna be worst. n i dont expect u to b in ur silent mode for this long. who do u think i am? i have my sensitivity n feelings too. i deserve to have my own life dear. y r u treating me like this? do u know its hard for me to sleep each n every nite? do u know that i've cried every nite when i wanna go to bed? do u know that every nite i will look at ur pics n i'll talk alone? talked like u were infront of me.. till when u'll notice bout my feeling. i know dat u hv ur own feeling too. but syg, i've tried my best. i txt u, i called u. but, u didnt reply, didnt even answered any of my calls. u'll answered it if u miss my voice. am i rite? i know it coz when i asked u y didnt u col me, u'll answered that u miss me.

owhh.. dats mean u'll only gonna contact me if u miss me? if i miss u?? u ignored my calls n txt!

ITS NOT FAIR !!

n u didnt call me coz u wanna settle this up. if i asked u, u'll avoid. n start to talk nonsense!

n fyi, everyday, everynite i've been waiting for ur calls. but, its really disappointed! sampai bler we hv to b like this?? sampai bler hubungan kita nak DINGIN mcmnie??

dont u knpw dat i've to act im cool, im ok, im happy infront of everyone. especially my FAMILY !!

no one will understand my feelings.

i really donno how to express my feelings.

sume bercampur²!

p/s : always remember dat i'll pray the best for ur health, ur condition. i hope nothing bad gonna happen to u. actually i really have lots to say. but, i'll keep it to my self for this time being. n plzz dont b like a doll. dont juz stood there n watch everything falls a part. i really hope u gonna make a move as i've done mine. but u didnt respond me at all..  

thankz to my friends that always be for me when i need u guys! thankz a lot. thanks for calming me down.. i love u guys !!! u know urself.. :)

♥-diyanazuhaili-♥