Thursday, December 30, 2010

GOOD BYE ~

ITS THE END OF THIS BLOG.

GOOD BYE EVERYONE.

I'M GONNA MOVE ON WITH MY NEW LIFE STARTING 010111. :)

THANKS EVERYONE FOR SUPPORTING ME ALL THIS WHILE. DURING MY UPS AND DOWNS !

THANKS A LOT !!

REALLY APPRECIATE IT GUYS !!!


-diyanazuhaili-

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

GOD, please help me ! :'(

Ya ALLAH...

dugaan ape yg telah KAU turunkan pada hambamu ini Ya ALLAH..
Kau kuatkan larh aku tuk hadapinya Ya ALLAH...
aku redha dan aku berserah padaMU Ya ALLAH..

inikah jalan hidup aku yg KAU da tentukan???

disappointed. :(

sungguh lama diri kuh ini x meng-updated blog nie.
da berhabuk da nie haa!

sorie larh ye..
x update sbb diri kuh ini sgt sibuk n sgt d0wn !!

wat masa skrang nana ngah menghabeskan cuti nie ngan mengadap PC, LAPPY n TV.
tgk DRAMA KOREA !!
da abes 3 drama da.
1 drama tue ada 16-25 episodes!
1 episode 1hour.
mmg ngadap gler larh kan! sampai pukul 3-4am kat dpn PC tue haa..
bleyh kata tiap² ari kena memekak ngan parents sbb diaorg balik keje je, tgk tv? cter korea! PC? cter korea! hahahaha.. my sish akn tgk cd, i i tgk on9. mmg tunggang langgang larh kami. huhuhu..

my life is soo damn bored now-days
each day im waiting for something that i wont b able to do anything.

last week hepy² ngan my family. best²!! g LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN n LUMUT. g maen kat tepi laut tue haa.. g mkn ikan bakar, ketam rebus, n mcm² agi r. best gler!! 


dear, i am so disappointed with u.. seriously! i never thought dat it gonna be worst. n i dont expect u to b in ur silent mode for this long. who do u think i am? i have my sensitivity n feelings too. i deserve to have my own life dear. y r u treating me like this? do u know its hard for me to sleep each n every nite? do u know that i've cried every nite when i wanna go to bed? do u know that every nite i will look at ur pics n i'll talk alone? talked like u were infront of me.. till when u'll notice bout my feeling. i know dat u hv ur own feeling too. but syg, i've tried my best. i txt u, i called u. but, u didnt reply, didnt even answered any of my calls. u'll answered it if u miss my voice. am i rite? i know it coz when i asked u y didnt u col me, u'll answered that u miss me.
owhh.. dats mean u'll only gonna contact me if u miss me? if i miss u?? u ignored my calls n txt!
ITS NOT FAIR !!
n u didnt call me coz u wanna settle this up. if i asked u, u'll avoid. n start to talk nonsense!
n fyi, everyday, everynite i've been waiting for ur calls. but, its really disappointed! sampai bler we hv to b like this?? sampai bler hubungan kita nak DINGIN mcmnie??
dont u knpw dat i've to act im cool, im ok, im happy infront of everyone. especially my FAMILY !!
no one will understand my feelings.
i really donno how to express my feelings.
sume bercampur²!


p/s : always remember dat i'll pray the best for ur health, ur condition. i hope nothing bad gonna happen to u. actually i really have lots to say. but, i'll keep it to my self for this time being. n plzz dont b like a doll. dont juz stood there n watch everything falls a part. i really hope u gonna make a move as i've done mine. but u didnt respond me at all..  


thankz to my friends that always be for me when i need u guys! thankz a lot. thanks for calming me down.. i love u guys !!! u know urself.. :)

-diyanazuhaili-